Thursday, July 15, 2010

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Date 14th july 2010

my eyes are flickering like a tv set, whose picture tube is going to be dead soon and the voice coming is like a baby speaking in a squeezing voice, BUT i have to write for my self. Now as i have a new beginning , i would like to do everything in a systematic way and now i would do things which i always wished to.

i woke up around 5:30, i had a dream of missing dots.i was missing my home not of our own.

"right now also i am trying to write slowly with patience, desperately wanting the neatness in my hand writing like my father has".
I got an excellent seat today just near the window.

" my eyes are beaming though not constant,
gazing hear and there not for the one,
looking and searching for those youthful beings
who would consider me as a stranger with a notorious smile."

As i stepped down from the train i had to remind myself to be strong and calm, i have started becoming little bit rebellious.

later in the day when everything was solved and i was more calm, i was happy, But still wanted to go out and look for a room.

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